2010 is Almost Here and I Still Weigh 210

When I started this blog about a year ago, I thought I had the will power to reach my goal, but apparently I haven't.  I know you are tired of seeing me fail once more but I feel worse.  One good thing out of my last attempt was that I was able to reach 193 pounds and stayed there for almost four months and I gained back all weight lost in last two months.  That's 17 pounds in two months.  Not good.

I'm really tired right now to be honest.  I'm tired of me not being able to stick with the plan and giving it up when I reached a plateau at 193 pounds.

2010 is almost here and I still weigh 210.  I'm not so motivated like I was back in February when I got back to the diet plan.  Will I able to reach my goal in 2010?  I'm not so sure at this moment.  I haven't given up yet, it's just that I feel like I'm going in circles.

I'm tired, but not depressed.  I don't know how many times I will fail again, but I just have to try again and again.  I have no other choices here.